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Wow, I love this post! As hidig said, it took me places, too. WONDERFUL. Thanks! And the music, too-- it WAS perfect.

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I just did a short edit and a few corrections...

Tell me if it's better now.

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Great article with so many good observations, but can I just suggest something you should consider for your own sanity. I understand you feelings of being totally alone - it feels like shouting inside a darkened room, well you are not alone. I have been following you for a short while and like most people who try to explain the meaning, purpose and direction of travel for humanity you are trying to pin it down to certain facts and explanations which is perfectly normal as everyone who has ever walked on the earth has probably done the exact same thing, in your case your speculation seems to drift toward super-natural beings outside this planet. My point is there is NO explanation, there is no missing link there never was nor will be, that's the point, I suspect your delving s into the supernatural for an answer will be fruitless, which helps explain why you are feeling defeated at the moment.

As you mentioned previously all world religions, including ZEN is just humanity trying to find a meaning and purpose for our existence. I urge you and everyone else to stop searching, you will never find it by searching. You mention the 'Truth' to me this is the only value you need, you also acknowledge how important that is - so why then waste your time drifting off into speculation about aliens of whatever form. You may not believe this but I say all this for your benefit not mine - just let go and trust yourself and let yourself believe there is a greater god, however you describe that, but first you must let go and trust (he) will take care of you and your needs (not wants or desires) then you will find an inner peace which will be your guide here on earth. But you need to learn to just LET GO which is the hardest thing to do.

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First thank you, my articles deem to be thought provoking... and as you are right nobody has all the answers...

However... I point out at this article

https://fritzfreud.substack.com/p/the-enemy-within?s=w

And I point to the picture on top.

I made this picture... actually it was a series of pictures with three of them having this ant like blue living being on it... feeding of the energy released by this fresh open Lily...

So if there is one there are many... different shaped... different forms... just like on earth...

That is a logical conclusion.

And that is where my research started a long time ago...

Because many people classify Ghosts and demons but they are really life but uniquely different to ours.

So I delved into the occult into spirituality and into mystic religions to put together all pieces of the puzzle that I want solved.

And what I write is the result of my research... there is no superstition and there is no speculation about it.

And I am quite good in getting to the core of things.

You see all the problems we face right now as a whole of the human race are actually not because of us bet they were made for us to have problems.

I do not like problems.

I like solutions.

So why are there no solutions only problems?

Because someone or something stops the human race from evolving.

They have a name.

They call themselves Elohim...

They are exactly what I describe them and they do exactly what I say they do...

Or is there another explanation for the ongoing shenanigans?

If there is, please tell me.. I am open to suggestions.

And ZEN is not a believe System... in actual matter of fact Zen is an honest philosophical system in which believe has no place.

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Thanks for your response and the link to your article.

I have read through this twice and really appreciate your forensic style of writing, very reminiscent of 'Sherlock Holmes' in fact, but I really feel I should point out one real issue I have and please remember when I say this it's for your benefit not mine and is in no way meant as a severe criticism or attack on you in any way.

You pointed me to the picture on top --- well unfortunately that was probably the worst thing you could have done, sorry. I hate to say this but I think you have fallen into the trap that so many people when researching to find information to back-up their theories...lets call it 'Reverse Reasoning' just to give it a name. In your case you have taken a photograph of a flower showing it's reproductive parts ( Stigma,Style and Ovaries) then imagine a head and shoulders to give it meaning and then offer your explanation, sorry this is nonsense. I could show you 100 pictures of plant close-ups and you would be astonished at the sheer variety, beauty and complexity of the natural world - wildlife is quite stunning when seen in close-up, you picture does not show anything 'Alien' at all. I have been studying, painting and illustrating wildlife in all it's forms all my life and I'm probably old enough to be your father and believe me you are very mistaken on this - so PLEASE please remove that picture for your own sake as it totally undermines your credibility when viewed by others, which is a travesty because you are so much better than that.

While I am on the subject of Reverse Reasoning' when it comes to the natural world you are not alone on that - Charles Darwin's theory of evolution is another perfect example of someone trying to 'FIT' information to fulfil his narrative, but I will save that for another time.

Best wishes.

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I appreciate your input very much.

However on this picture I taken it was not just one but a series of pictures of about 50 and only on three I saw this... different on each one.

But you are right this picture was not the proof to me but it rather was the beginning of a journey of understanding the Universe.

Because if life exists as energy alone it makes sense to many things including explaining angels ghosts and spirits as just another form of life.

The fundamental believe in Tao Te Tao and ZEN is that the Universe is alive and life in infinite...

And I can feel the life around me... through emotional intelligence.

I also can see sometimes shadows passing by and I had encounters with creatures trying to harm me and I was able to fight them off...

All of that is because I am hypersensitive and I have a very strong spirit that is based on Truth.

And you are right... darwin was only there to fool us.

My research leads me to the conclusion that we are actually genetically modified Dinosaurs... Therapoda...

And that we are capable of so much more than we are allowed to... we have infinite possibilities.

My reasoning comes from understanding and research...

And my writing does not claim anything (apart from my technology which is 1000%) I rather urge people to proof me wrong and to make them think...

Thought provoking I think is the term.

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My thoughts too. I think that they are unhappy people and that's why they try to destroy others

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They are not unhappy... They are possessed... possessed by evil... ancient evil...

They are not people anymore...

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I get you. I quote from the Gab C.E.O, Andrew Torba. ' Men are Men, Women are Women. A man cannot be a woman. A woman cannot be a man. men are better at some things than women. women are better at some things than men. Marriage is between a man and a woman. We shall not kill babies. Children should not be exploited or abused. Men should protect and provide for the family. Women should nature and care for the family.( Exactly like those good old days) Now this is being turned upside down and evil is considered good and right is wrong'

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Yin & Yang... Zen

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You transfer your consciousness to a computer . Someone who told me this - the said computer held many souls and one day, it was destroyed. The souls stored in there all returned to Source.

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You can't digitize a soul.

Your soul is your meaning of life... your reason for existenz.

How do you digitize a reason?

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Elon Musk is copying my technology.

The Hyperloop is my invention just without the tube.

putting it into a tube actually made it worse.

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He will reap what he sows. We'll make sure of that.

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I'm not so sure anymore...

I try maybe too hard... seems the just got me on Gettr can't post there anymore...

To be honest they get to me now and I got nowhere to run...

I never felt as alone as now...

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Gettr is a leftist trap, masquerading as a "free speech" site, over half of all accounts are bots. It is hosted on Amazon servers, so you know who's giving the orders over there, I had three accounts and all disappeared overnight, postings were deleted, users data is collected and sold to whoever wants it ... it is a scam to steal people's time, and many others have fallen for it. Try Gab, very friendly interface and friendly environment.

I have experienced death for a short while and yes, you are right, our bodies are suits, interfaces to help us interact with this environment, and of course when we discard them we discard the sensors as well, and all we are left with is the memories, it seems we use them to build worlds somewhere. I am not sure, I wasn't in that state long enough to find out more. We discard sentiments too, that one was unexpected...

Nice read, Philip Glass is a perfect match indeed.

Thank you.

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One more thing... we are animal machine and infinite spirit.

The Infinite spirit comes from our creator race.

The body comes from Therapoda dinosaurs that walked on two legs.

We are genetically enhanced Therapoda.

We still have the reptilian brain and the phantom pain of the tail now lost.

We have the gravity sense Therapoda have and we have smaller arms then legs just like therapoda.

If anyone could make a drawing or Illustration / animation on Therapoda and Man and change the head and demonstrate the evolution process from Therapoda to man you all would agree.

We ain't apes for sure... politicians are... me nei.

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웃유

Anima, animus, is latin for soul, spirit. An animal is that which is animated, possessed, used by a spirit.

My belief is that we, as spirits, are part of something else, like our fingers to our arms, and our arms to our bodies.

Perhaps because I play all day long with electrical installations, devices and appliances, I see the souls as batteries, different shapes, sizes and capacities. Take the battery out, the device becomes a brick. I have no idea whether for us, as souls, time has any relevance or not.

This is an inexhaustible subject, we need a few crates of Schnapps to only scratch its surface ツ

All my life I was fascinated by the night sky, but only after I bought my telescope I learned to actually look at it, and see it in 3D, like sitting on the shore and watching the ocean. Most people see the stars more or less as a pained ceiling, as I did for a long time.

Nowadays the sky is blocked by their damn chemtrails and sadly, my visual travels into the depths of Space seem to be over, but I remember the first time I got the perspective, I was in my back yard with a bottle of Stolichnaya and two shots, drinking one and throwing the other on the flower bed, for an old friend who just died. I was looking up - too lazy to install the telescope - and suddenly I saw the Universe in its all majestic greatness, and I gasped in awe. Although I know, I knew the Stoli played a role in this overwhelming epiphany, it made me feel tiny, but part of it all. It was there and then that I fully understood Carl Sagan's words "on the shores of the Cosmic Ocean".

I apologise, I keep jumping from one subject to another, and eventually I'll bore you to death and you'll block me.

I'll stop here.

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Oh, what a very intriguing comment! I'd love to hear more about your experience in the "other realm," as it were... I believe you, of course, it sounds quite believable to me. But if you're busy, I'll find out eventually, LOL.

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When I was eighteen I drove back from work and then there is a 14 day blackout.

I dreamed of driving home watching some telly and fell asleep.

I woke up in the intensive care Unit at a specialized Hospital.

What happened was this.

We live near a Nike Rocketbase near Rammstein Germany and it deemed that I drove straight without breaking off the road and only a tree stopped my journey.

Still unable to figure out what happened...

I was 4 days in coma. 14 days are missing...

Since the area is known for its US Military presenz (my father worked for the US army) and we know that this is the perfect area for their experiments I figured they must have made some experiments with electromagnetic weapons which knocked out all electronics in my car and made it unusable.

The area would be perfect... low population... high US military presenz and near Rammstein Airport.

A bit like Cheyenne Mountain region.

Thought I never seen light or angels...

I experienced them in China thought.

They are no angels... just life in a different dimension.

Even today I am the first to know when something happens because their training flights pass right over my house.

ANd I can tell you they are preparing for something big.

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I have no issues whatsoever with sharing and discussing that quite weird experience.

I wrote a while ago on this subject, on another substack. I'll look for it and I'll do a copy/paste on your page, I don't want to abuse our friend with long letter walls ツ

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I really relate, my friend. We've only just met, but we're of the same tribe...

I am sending you GIANT VIBES for Peace, Love, and Understanding... nothin' funny about it! ha ha Costello reference... but please hang in there... your post was sooooo great, it was a play I'd like to see on stage, a poem I want to read out loud, a silent film of such beauty...

Love! Truth! Beauty! We shall prevail. xo xo xo

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Thanx... just did a few corrections it should be better ...

I love poetry and I love love... to be loved... everyone does that.

But right now I only feel hate and people who want to destroy me my life and my opinion...

Hanging in there is no problem... but I am a spiritual guy I never cared about materialistic things...

That now has become a very huge mistake and a very huge problem.

I sometimes want to cry but i don't even have tears no more...

I fear the worst but my heart always reaches out...

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This I wrote a year ago... Top Story on my site...

And Elon Musk Starlink Boston Dynamics are right at the center.

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