This one is all about you

Who you are what you can do and how Destiny will find you

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart, right in front of you

Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Linkin Park - Numb

As this is my 200 post... I have come a long way.
And so have you and I have to thank everyone who supports this Blog.
Thank you.
There is within my writings a Truth that them in power hungry positions do not want revealed so naturally I will reveal all the secrets they try to hide... just because... and take their power.
In the end you will see that Kings Queens and Gods are only Genetically modified maggots... nothing to worship... and politicians are even less... worthless scum.

So I decided to do what I wanted to do for a very long time... recreate a lesson that I gave when I lived in Hong Kong trying to teach the Kids who they really are.
Apparently there where two teachers present who gave me standing applause for this lesson so I must have done something right.
So I try to recreate it at the best of my abilities before I attack the scum in power in this war of the worlds... again and again and all over again.

A little bit about me... I am a Fire Horse Aquarius Scorpio rising.
I am a certified Daydreamer with some qualities that cannot be measured... certified Day Dreamer and slightly autistic I might say.
The best Quality I have is learning by Observation... something everyone has... most ignore and less use... something to do with Mind Control... the Alien species that control us and don't want us to know who we really are... what we are capable of... and that we decide our own destiny.
They assure us... through their "you know who" inspired Mind Control programs that we are just Animals and that we are stupid... I assure you... the scum is lying and we are better than them.
Also I figured out that lying actually hurts me... something to do with Autism I guess... but in the greater spirit in the realm of existenz... Truth is all that matters... and liars and cheaters have no place in this realm.
So rather than hurting myself I speak Truth... and if people are offended by that... so be it.
Not my problem.
So I started a Journey that never ends... which is learning who I really am.
I am a lifelong learner and I think this is the way life should be.
On the last day I live I still want to learn something new.
Life is a journey and we ought to share what we found to those beginning their journey.
But we can't... Instead the scum is telling our children they can change sex like they change underwear... which reveals the Truth that they are all pedophiles.
Everyone in Politics is a Pedophile and must be castrated!
I thought about writing a book about this... but hey who am I.
Slightly aloof detached and living in the spiritual realm from which I have sometimes to be pulled back.
Partially they pushed me into this by taking everything material away from me and trying to kill me.
In some stupid and twisted way... they helped me becoming me... isn't that cool?
I bet they beat themselves up in their Royal Palaces when they find out they are defeated by a nobody.
But the love I have in my soul is second to none.
That is my drive... Truth and love.
Beats them all the time... every time.
People compared me with GARP... and you know... they ought to have a point.

The World According to Garp is John Irving's fourth novel, about a man who is born out of wedlock to a feminist leader, then grows up to be a writer.

At 15 I saw that water burns and this Truth stays with me forever.
Water as energy is the Key to our Freedom and is the end of slavery which is based on Oil and war for Oil which needs more Oil to fight more wars.
Water as energy however is free of charge in abundance and does not create any pollution whatsoever.
And anyone who has an issue with that statement... Fuck off and kill yourself!
Through that I made it my life's work to uncover the mysteries withheld from us to the point that i can honestly say that all of you living a Lie.
Money Religion Economy Climate Change Politics War and Piss... it is all a fucking lie shoved down your sorry throat and you lot love it.
Swallow... beg for more!

I never had any money and when I did I wasted it on sex drugs and Rock'n Roll.
Hallelujah.

But I roamed the world with not a penny in my pocket and always survived... I must be a Genius.

Now Back to you!

Body and Background

The white Race is IMHO less than 7.000 years old.
If there is one Animal I can Identify on the steps of Evolution where we come from it is Theropoda...
Theropoda are basically two legged Dinosaurs... with T-Rex being the most popular.
There are two main reasons for that... one being the tail we lost but still have phantom memories of... and the second is the sense of balance which we have because of that.
Apes, as the mainstream science tells us, are dominantly tree animals and even Gorillas walk mostly on four legs... hand s and legs...
They do not have a sense of balance as their point of balance is the lowest point of gravity.
Which is why only Idiots believe that they are Apes.... Science is a Monkey Business.
And many Scientists are just that... Monkeys.
Our Center of Balance is there located where our reproductive Organs are and where in Chinese the Dantian sits.

Dantian is a concept in traditional Chinese medicine loosely translated as "elixir field", "sea of qi", or simply "energy center". Dantian are the "qi focus flow centers", important focal points for meditative and exercise techniques such as qigong, martial arts such as tai chi, and in traditional Chinese medicine.

Also out skin is made of scales.
And the Human Race has Genetic Memory which explains the Phantom Memory of the Tail.
A Tail we lost on the way but it somehow is still here.
Genetic Memory, a lost Tail and scales... doesn't sound like a Monkey to me...
And here is one for the "Scientists":
If you are a Darwinist and you believe in Evolution... do you believe that evolution has stopped?
And If Evolution has not stopped... what is the next step of our evolution?
Because if you believe in Evolution... why would it stop?
Evolution is the constant change that drives the Universe... and it is the only constant IN the Universe.
So why would you either believe or accept that it stopped?

Short Hands long Legs and a different Head all of that being evolved through six thousand years...Is it so hard to understand that Theropoda are the closest thing in the Animal Kingdom to us?

If we have today despite the fact that we are held back in our evolution developed technologies such as Genetic Engineering... why not concede the fact that we are a genetically engineered race on purpose by another race that made us on purpose for a purpose but withhold that purpose from us for a very good reason.

The Infinite Mind

But that is just for the start..
Our Mind is in fact an entity of its own making us a Hybrid Race by Design.
Finite Animal Body and infinite mind.
Because our creators designed us that way as a vessel to carry their spirit.
From vessels to carry their spirit we have become vassals slaves to them... we must free ourselves and only we can.
I tell you lot for a long time that our creator race has constructed us in such a way that they can use our Body with them being our mind.
Here is the catch... since they had to wait for a whole cosmic year some 25 000 years in their time.
This is time enough for a species such as ours to develop their own mind and make us useless for them to use us...
They literally want to possess us... they are a race of ancient Evil existing as pure living energy alone.
And who are the most brutal anti Human scum walking this earth?
That'll be the Jews who are possessed by them evil and share the same place of origin... Zion... The Sun... Hell... same shitplace.
The Jews are not Human... they are possessed by Evil... they have nothing Human inside.
Possessed by our creator race masquerading as Gods... or Gods chosen shitfaces in order to instigate pain suffering and kill this world.
For Killers they are... naturally born pedophiles and destroyers of all that is good and beautiful.

So In your mind you can do anything... and I prove it to you.
Close your eyes... imagine the most hateful thing you possibly can... like Hilary Clinton for example.
Now imagine yourself being a wild boar 100 m high with saber like shark teeth and hands of an octopus.
You take Hillary the Bitch and gore her eyes out one by one.. slowly... don't forget to turn... take her teeth out with the pleasure of her pain... cut off her thumbs and drown the witch in acid.

See it works.
Your imagination has no boundaries... and if one can imagine it one can do it.
Your mind is infinite has no boundaries and no rules.
Your mind has no limitations but the limits you set for yourselves... and that is where Mind control comes in.
They cannot control you if you raise your consciousness.
So they suggest to you that you are worthless by Hollywood indoctrination... the falsehood of education and Government Lies.
They need to control your mind in order to convince you that you are useless when in truth it is them who are useless.
There is no good or evil and everyone is on the basis the same but a product of the environment they grow up in.
So they must destroy all the is beautiful in order to control us because we are beautiful and them lot know it... and hate it.
We are alive because we are living in a living Universe where everything is alive.
That is another Truth they try so desperately hide from us and Fail... because them are Gods failure.
And if God makes mistakes than God is a failure... and so they are... failed by their own Arrogance.

How your Brain works

The Brain is very much alike the stomach... it is basically a digestive system for thoughts.
But there is more to it.
The Brain is basically a CPU and Memory of the input we give.
Where does these input come from?
It comes from our senses... 5 of them... to see... to hear... to smell... to touch... and to feel.
If these senses are mastered they act as one commonly known as the 6th sense.
The Brain associated 20% to each sense... makes sense doesn't it?
Our mathematical ability lies within the sense of seeing... like counting too.

The Illuminated Nazis of the Order of the perverted know this fact and that is why they created Money and Religion... to keep us stupid enslaved and not using our full Brain functions.
That is why they use the eye as their symbol too... a symbol of materialistic slavery and spiritual failure.
This is why most people use less than 10% of their Brain Functions... because they are programmed to do so and concentrate only on the materialistic side of existenz.
On the other hand this is good news because there is room to improve for everyone.

The essence of a living Universe is living Energy... it is by fact a kind of electrical energy... one may call it the spark of life... or the breath of life... Qi... the life giving Energy that surrounds us all and you must come to the logic conclusion that we are living inside a living Universe.
Qi is the energy that makes our hearts go yonder... boom... boom.
And that Qi is a fact not a concept has been proven beyond any doubt by Wilhelm Reich.
Of course that contradicts the Abraham Religion because that is all BULLSHIT because it is deception based Mind control to diffuse us from knowing who we really are.
QI is a fact as is the living Universe.

Man has the right to know everything... every Secret of the Universe and no God and no King and certainly no "You know who" shall take this right away from me.

And today I shall reveal to you the secret of your existenz.

Your Brain is like a CPU... only that it is Organic in Nature.
Essence of it is a rotating magnetic energy field some call spirit.
The higher the rotation i.e. tact rate... just like in a cpu... the more functions it can execute.
However... if you slow down the rotation to near standstill you can access all of them at the same time.
This is the secret to Meditation... to let go.
Because if you follow your thoughts you chase them like a dog chases its tail.
Let them go... in a rotation they all come back to point blank.

In a Computer you have Memory... so you have in your Brain.
Only that one can never forget.
Because every memory we keep is manifested as a part of us... growing within.
Cancer or Tumors as such can therefore be describes as bad memories we try to forget and as such we cut off from our body soul and mind and as such carrying them still within us but ignoring them.
So they turn against us and grow cancerous.
Another healthy warning that Truth is the best Medicine.

NOTE:
Mind Control works in such a way that the subject is traumatized and the memory of the pain with the memory burned into the subject so that they fear coming back to that memory.
Most driven people... Elon Musk for example... are traumatized Mind Control Victims.
Especially when they come from them Illuminazi Bloodlines.
That doesn't excuse their ill doings but it explains them.
They are driven to be the best in compensation to something that happened in their lives they try to escape from.

Every part of the Man Machine has genetic memory aka muscle memory.
And if we want to keep a thought we simply have to close our eyes and keep it.
Our Brain can never forget and acts like a tape machine... a video recorder... a camera... or in my case an empty sheet of paper where I start writing my next story.

But it is so much more...
Our Brain is also a connection into other dimensions curtsey of our creator race who designed us that way.
Therefore we can look within ourselves into other dimensions.
Try it!

But from the Man Machine perspective the Human Brain is a Tesla Plasma Ball.

Sitting on top of the spine

Which for explainer reasons to simplify it looks like that.

So here is how it works... extremely simplified of course.
If you push your finger an electrical shock travels along the energy lines of your system to a specific point on that circle say a degree apart.
That activates an electrical shock which then activates a specific part inside the coil that then is stimulated to grow this as a memory.
But it works inverted like in a mirror... you basically store a mirror image of yourself within yourself.
The X point aka the point of inversion is where you skull sits on your spine and where the pineal gland also is.

Pitch that...
Pitch every finger individually and try to follow the information from your finger to the brain.
Do this for your Hands and feet and you will not only understand what I am trying to tell you but you also will prove me right.
As i always say: Prove me wrong you only prove me right.

The mind is a perfectionist... it can never do anything wrong and it never faces the consequences of one's mind actions.
That is because the nature of the mind is immaterial... aka spiritual... invisible... immortal and infinite.
Whatever picture we draw... whatever song we write... whatever poem we construct... is infinite in its capabilities but nonexistent if we don't manifest it.

Try this:
Next time your boss shouts at you or a policeman bothers you... smile and think: "Fuck your Mother"... and say thank you.
Insults are best served with a smile.

Also be aware that the mind acts like a failsafe device.
It protects you from pain by switching off functions when you are in grand pain.
It also accelerates the production of Endorphins which helps in grief and at the boundaries of existenz when we step over into the netherworld.
As such the Mind also fills in the blanks of what we don't understand if we don't understand it correctly so that we think we understood even if we understood incorrectly.
These facts are used by our creator race and them who must not be named in order to confuse us and trick us into believing them about things only we can know.
Mind control 101.

Close your eyes... visualize... and sent them straight to Hell!
Whenever you do something try to visualize it in your mind before you do it...
Makes the act a lot easier.
Use your mind like a sword... make it sting and stick and hurt.
Spit on them curse them make them eat dirt... serve it with a smile... no one's hurt... but make them feel it.
The infinite mind is your greatest power... make use of it and don't believe a thang.
And in theory there are infinite pathways as your body is in constant communication with your Brain

This is in basics how your mind works.
It takes in pictures and sound it can memorize it and can play it back at any point in time.
It can also recognize the association of pictures and sound what we know as language... but that has to be trained into it.
As such we don't have a universal language.
But we can train ourselves to be and become anything we want... all it takes is discipline and a truthful soul and an empty mind capable of receiving Information.
We can analyze information aka digest information and siphon out the truth from the Governments lies... because let's face it... the Government is a lie and as such must be gone!

This is also the reason they need to censor us... not because they want to protect us but they have to shield their lies.
Nobody needs to be protected by the Government... bur protected FROM the Government.
We are the true power and they know this and they fear this.
They are evil little cowards that should be pissed on at best.

Even Karen Carpenter knew this 20 years ago.

One more trick or mind exercise for you.
Close your eyes.
Imagine you want to store a memory... imagine you stand in a room with shelves on every side.
Just store your memory on a shelf and it will be there whenever you need them.
You never forget.
Those who want to forget life forget living and forget to live life as it should be.
Enjoy the ride you only have one.

The Heart is a Brain also

The Heart is the center of the Body... it supplies energy throughout the body... it sets the pace... and it receives information.
Our Organs work along the Goldilocks principle... too much... too little... just right.
So they sent information back by electrical impulses we know as Feelings.
Feeling Hungry? Eat.
Feeling thirsty? Drink.
Feeling horny? Fuck.
Feeling angry? Destroy something.

We are ruled by our emotions and emotional intelligence requires emotional maturity.
Again we are by our slave masters held in a state of emotional insecurity while the monsters of Israel... the inhuman state of inhumane bestiality... shagging the corpses of freshly murdered babied of the inhumane invaders in human corpses in humanities name.
Another form of Mind control... blame it all on the victims.
Circumsized small Dicks.

Organs Communicate with each other

Organs function on three states… the Goldilock states…
Too little… just right… too much…
And these states they communicate back to the heart and the heart communicates with the mind
As such your whole existenz is communication within yourselves.
Essentially the best state of mind is ZEN… I AM OK… everything is just right.
Every Organ and the Heart and Brain are in constant exchange without you realizing it.
Only when you listen to yourself inside and meditate you hear the sound of ZEN within you.

How your Feelings work

Feelings are sensors... they are there to protect you so it is necessary for you to understand your feelings.
Where does the motivation come from?
Outside... from someone else...
Or Inside from your heart?
If you get emotional watching the news... don't watch them.
In fact end this programming by switching off your TV.
Protect your feelings.
Learn to meditate.

Your feelings are basically electromagnetic sensors.
Emotions are electric currents that put through a Diamagnetic Solution in our case Blood which creates diamagnetic fields.
A Diamagnetic field is both positive and negative that translates into attraction and rejection.
So by the power of our thoughts we can attract or reject anything.
That means purity and clarity of thought are pre requisite for a stable and healthy emotional maturity and emotional balance.

The scum try to keep us in a state of emotional infancy to keep us angry so they have an excuse to control us.

The Antidote to this is simple... ZEN.
Keep your balance and keep it right.
10 min of deep breathing and Qi Gung

Your Mind.
Your Body.
Your Soul.

Your Soul is your reason for existenz.
Your body is finite.
Your Mind is infinite.

We were created as slaves from Animals but given the infinite mid of our creators.
As such we have infinite possibilities.
That they try to hide from us because they fear us.
We are so much more than them.
We are the perfect creation better than our creators because we are Human.

We have so much possibilities that it is impossible to understand given the constraints put in our way and the length the scum goes to withheld the purpose and Truth from us.
But remember... even souls can die if not nourished and cared for.
The scum residing on top of inhumane structures will fall deeply... their skulls will be broken at impact... their legacy... they have no legacy.
We have a destiny... we have a purpose.
Al their institutions will be gone.
All their laws will be gone.
Humanity will rise to the stars.
That will be our Legacy.

And when we rise and seed our place amongst the stars we will find remnants of the Ancient War in the skies I told you about
From Venus to Mars this Solar System was once full of life.
Then came them destroyers from the sun... unnoticed... infiltrating society just as they do now.
But they are found out.
They will be gone and with them their circumsized Institutions and a new Age will arise... a new golden age... better than ever before.

That will be my destiny.
And them trapped in their Phantom zone of existenz forever.
Never forget:
You are Human.
And destiny will find you if you stay true to your path.

Godspeed

Fritz Freud.

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